Drowning

Tis this night I battle 

My heart 

against the pain throwing it's spikes

 I pretend I'm alright but Tis this night 

I scream to him how I can't take it 

I need to see his face 

But I need the grace 

To mend my heart 

Seeing how 

your alright

this night

You forgot about me.

For you see,

A faded memory is all I am

To your life

It stabs like a knife 

Carving into my skin

Deep within.

Do you even hear me?

I will never let anyone near me

To bear and ware down

Me to the ground.

What goes around comes around.

Im coming down 

hitting hard to the ground.

Loosing what I never found.

Picture: http://www.deviantart.com/art/MISTY-UMBRELLA-Oil-Painting-On-Canvas-By-Afremov-488441819