Frustration

Why can't you leave?

I can feel the needle weave!

In and out with each stitch 

On my throbbing heart.

Why did you leave? 

A cut so deep 

I weep in my sleep.

Trying over and over

Fitting the pieces 

Left behind.

So close

Yet so far

You tore me apart.

I can't take it!

This silence we made!

Say something... 

Anything...

I miss talking,

And walking, 

Like it was nothing.

I wish you would welcome me,

Back into your world.

But it would be another sword.

Driving through 

Till I close my eyes!

And join the black with no stars 

To light my way.

Why are you still in my head?

I as I lay in bed

I wish I could be at peace

At least.

Wondering if you still care

Or was I another soul you has to bear.