Guarded

 Can't live like this 

 fought for my freedom

 felt every wound and word

Put up my shield

 

Yet you still through rocks

Sticks and Stones may never hurt me

 

But your words will

The earth cracks underneath 

My legs dangle above the crevasse 

More stones hit over and over

Like a bully with his prey

I beg for help 

My screams cannot be heard by your ears.

 But His love is more precious to me than you

My God is greater and a better man than you will ever be.

His voice thunders and quakes your very feet

His nail printed hand pulls me up

He looks at you with His eyes of love 

Places His hand on your heart

Whispers I love you, but you need to know what you have done.

I scream: Father if you love me at all you will need to surrender your chains.

I have had enough 

If you do not change your ways I will never speak or see you again. 

Your words hurt like knives and its killing me.

I am His the Father above and His alive in me.

Let Him breathe his love into you.

It is finished.

Frozen

I have walked this room.

I've touch this floor.

Seen the window a thousand times.

But I still have a desire to look

At what?
No voice to tell me I'm wrong
Where has time gone?
It snows outside
The cold bites my skin.
Where has my heart gone?
It left to find another
Daybreak lights the ground.
Where my footprints can be found.
Its hard to see who I can really be.
Heart come back to be.
Take me to somebody warm
To thaw my frozen heart.
I cannot breathe.
I cannot see.
What is truly in front of me.
Empty halls,
Sing no songs.
My mind is as cloudy as the sky.
Come and bring me back to life.
Where has time gone?

Why is all the Love gone?

Where are you love?

I'm here waiting

For ages I've stood...

I've sat...

Love you left me.

This barren land is cold

Canyons from end to end.

Grey clouds fog up the sky.

Bits and pieces of my heart 

Lay on the ground before me!

Where are you!

I'm tired of looking 

Here my cry!

Where is he?

My wonder,

My prince,

Or do I sit here

With your strings 

Attached and sown into my arms.

As you make me dance! 

Where is he!

How come the ones that come 

Into my heart leave right away!

I'm I not good enough!

Love why do you dismay?

My desire is clear as day.

Love where are you?

Why have you left me?

Who are you?

Who Are You?

To the people I write to,

 It is always a lovely sight seeing my work being viewed.

Knowing someone is out there.

Knowing that you care.

I ponder somewhat in my pass time

wondering who are you?

The people I speak to

The people who listen,

The ones who come here for help,

The ones here who come for inspiration.

Who are you?

Its been about two years since we met?

Yet, I have been clueless as to who you are.

Are you lost?

Are you dealing with anger

or life's endeavors?

Who are you?

Are you here?

If so, please answer.

Tell me if I help

Because I do care.

About each and everyone 

So, 

Who are you?

Sincerely, my lovely Boondocks,

- Sabrina Black

The Call of My Happy Place

The Call of My Happy Place

The sound of quaking leaves fill the air

My feet bare,

In the grass that tickles. 

Pools of water shine like nickels.

Birds sing their songs 

All the day long...

The sky breathes fire behind the mountain slope;

This is where I cope.

Here on the plains of wild flowers;

 I come here all hours

To watch the beauty unfold.

To hear stories untold.

Come with me,

Where the sun greets me

With its everlasting kiss

One I truly miss.

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What is Love?

Love what do I know

What is it?

Is it something I can hold? 

An old relic of time?

Is it soft?

Is it rough?

Do I get butterflies flying off my heart?

Love a delicate flower,

An innocent child,

Playful, and energetic. 

Soft and warm.

A safe blanket.

Love is easy to fall into

But hard to get out.

It's a deep warm pool

With waterfalls and trees hanging off cliffs.

Something I never want to leave.

Yet the storms bring me inside and pin 

Me against the sharpest of rocks. 

Love is scary

Love is a storm

Love comes with a price

But it's worth having 

Without it we are nothing 

But ash blowing in the whisper of the wind. 

Welcome Back

A new journey has begun... 

So off with a sound of a gun!

Let my voice ring in victory,

Hear the trumpets roar like a lions!!

Feel the earth tremble and stumble

My way to anew sunrise....

Let my heart out of the cage within,

Anew tidal wave is coming in.

Victory has never tasted so sweet! 

Run with me...

Fly with me!

To the end of my days...

Welcome back.