Time is Healing

Someone lift this pain

Squeezing my heart

Tearing me apart.

I fell under your spell

Which ill never regret.

Now only time can ever tell

How you and I heal

From a never ending feel

of being lost 

baring the cost of a broken heart.

shedding tears

Please tell me

I didn't let you down.

Or wasn't good enough.

I try to be happy

and you make it easy

Why cant I?

Where Im I?

Even though 

I cry

Repeating our goodbye

Over and over

In my head.

From all that was said.

I understand

But the pain still stands

Please smile

only if it lasts a while.

Dont worry your little head

you will only hurt.

Im so sorry.

I bid you the best

Farewell for now.

Gracious words are honeycomb and sweet to the soul, healing to the bones.

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Chasing My Self

                         

   Darkness 

     Has come, time for reminisce

          Of the days missed

        Screaming my name

        Trying to stop before it's too late

    To come back through the gate

         Mistakes whisper and haunt 

            Echos of my voice blow my hears

     Where did I go?

            Claps of foot steps ring 

             As I watch my self unfold

        From stories of old.

         I just want to be me.

      Time is at a close

         Or is it near

    A hand of fear

Holds me dear 

           

    Air is getting short 

I feel torched 

From the scars I bare

    Dear someone spare me?

I woke up from a dream

So real it seemed

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Exit

Fly Fly away

I don't want to stay

In a cage

till I die of old age

Soaring and singing my song

Is what I long.

Fly fly away

The days have gone grey

Through I still know

even through depths of snow

my heart will heal

made into steal

by your kiss 

oh that I miss

Fly fly away

From this place I say

Singing my song

Is what I long

Fly Fly away

Peaceful into the sun

Fly fly away

For I am done

Fly fly away

Labels of Kindness

Preps say, "Im better."

Athletes cry,"Im tougher."

Nerds calculate, " We are the force raise your sonic screwdrivers."

Goths mumble "We work in black. . . Batman!"

Hippies and Skaters, "Live in peace and light your candles and just ride life."

Outcasts and Nobodies, " Live like friends, Love like family."

All the voices 

And choices

of whatever we are

We are all just psycho in our own ways.

Making life interesting 

Instead of its sting.

Labels all and all

make the tears fall.

We are who we are in our hearts.

The world may label

But we are able

to make a difference.

Through the brilliance

Of laughs, wonder, creativity.

The world is our canvas

glowing with brightness.

So I say 

Make someone's day

Calling them beautiful, awesome, smart.

You just might make a friend today.

If you can't understand others, you can't understand yourself.

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Facing Fears

Pounding of drums vibrate

Against my skull

I scream 

I cry

I dont want to say goodbye

To the past that once

Held me down.

I can still hear

echoes of the chains 

slamming my heart.

Even if I let go.

The drums play on and on

Replaying my mistakes.

Wishing a switch

could shut it off.

 I am terrified 

turning it off.

knowing it belongs

as a part of me.

 keeping my fear

stored in a box

Past is a ghost

that never leaves.

Howling

Growling 

Waiting for its chance

to strike.

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Orphan

Clouds float by in a sea,

Like grey volcanic ash

deposits seeds

 passing by.

Blankets the ground

Dying it white

bitting my arms and legs
making them cold to the touch.
Peace rings its bells
Silence whispers
with the winds.
Covered in ash
as so it may be
Smiling my purple lips
As love warms
my viens.
Nothing is better
than wonderland.
With endless thoughts in my head.
As street lights leading my way.
I can't help but look
at the light streaming through
the houses along the street.
Watching families
read bedtime stories
or have a good snuggle
by a fire.
For in my heart I desire
To have a such love.
For i am alone
for my family is now
marked with headstone.
Still I have hope
and smiles.
Lasting me a lifetime.

Imprisoned

Back against the wall

screaming in agony

Im covered in bear claws

with a blanket of blood 

surrounding me.

drawing closer to the 

wall 

the cold keeps me awake

and revived 

If I sleep I die. 

Chains bolted

To this stone cell

Kick and pull 

No budge,

No freedom.

I know I did wrong 

Why did I deserve this?

I'm a bird in a cage 

No way out

No air to soar

And let out a roar.

Droplets

Form pools

From the tears I shed.

Who can save me?

From a cave 

Of my own doing.

No one except my self.

Mistakes is what life is made of

Locking our selves 

In a cell 

When we can't handle it all.

Only to be consumed 

From our own ghosts

Passing through 

Screaming all the wrong doing.

Burying deeper and deeper.

To escape 

There one way 

Free and follow 

Your heart 

And you can break through walls.

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